This thing called.....

Strange thing this thing called 'love'?
it makes you think of a person incessantly
so that every waking moment or should i say
every mental break moment
it makes you think about the other person
wondering how she is
if only she thinks of me as well
if only she sms me

It's gripping
it's beautiful
but only if the other person feels likewise
otherwise its unrequited and makes it meaningless
left to the throes of living in a fantasy

So the question is does she know
do i know or am i living in a chimera

Then there is the case of not even knowing her that well
but feeling like that
rather silly some would say
aye i say

so got to know the person better
otherwise its infatuation, puppy love
unfounded love etc etc

have found myself down this path before
so why walk down if only it leads to a cul-de-sac

so i try guarding my heart
hold back the gates of love from bursting forth
and so to God I go and pray

but this feeling....is powerfully amazing
one of God's gift
experienced in marriage is simpy heavenly :)